Are you religious? That amount of control and mistrust seems to point to some real issues and religion is the first thing that comes to mind.

Have you ever read or seen Equus?

You already had 4 years to see. So did the US and they still chose to do it again.

Some say a mind is like a parachute, works best when open. But I also like this from Warhammer 40k that “An open mind is like a fortress with its gates unbarred and unguarded.” There are a bunch of ideas that you don’t have to give credence to because you already know they’re trash. You can seek them out for edification, but please don’t think open mindedness means you have to respect every idea with consideration, that you have to listen to people just because they’re talking, etc.

Anyway, good luck with your search. I’ve not been exposed to right wing comedy that’s funny.

My whole existence is flawed jawed

You bring me closer to maw

For uplifting, I like chill games where people are nice to each other.

Hades has you piece back together your family and has a lot of great dialog.

Carto is a cute puzzle game involving rearranging maps where you help people on your way back home.

Haven is a young couple trying to make it on an alien planet.

Children of Morta is a family fighting together against an apocalypse.

Dreamscaper is a rogue lite where you get mechanically stronger through self care as you work your way through trauma by hitting it in your dreams.

Ni no Kuni 1 and 2 are longer jrpgs in a Studio Ghibli style world.

Grandia is another jrpg that does a good job at capturing an adventurous spirit.

Scientists finally reached their goal of genetically engineering human legs to be extremely bendy, invisible at the knee, and Voltronable at the ankle through even fuzzy socks in 2034.

The three pairs of boots got me.

Can’t see a spoonwilliam without thinking of this

How else are you going to open your files in nano to do the programming on the prod server?

Sounds like a Cowboy Bebop episode involving smuggled fissile material.

Lol

Sounds nice, like there’s an opening that’s just right for me

“Add to your library” is my guess.

Plus it has markers for variable types just like Esperanto has suffixes for parts of speech. Wall was a linguist, after all.

Esperanto always struck me as more perl-like with each part of speech having its own suffix like perl has $ for scalars, @ for arrays, and % for hashes. Though perl is probably more like a bunch of pidgins…

You forgot to say over. Over.

Are you a mosquito?

10-4. Over.

Like a toaster over?

What lead you to seek diagnosis?

Are you taking corrective meds?

How does or did it impact your everyday life?