"I’ve had a lot of what I thought were rock bottoms, only to discover another, rockier bottom underneath " from Bojack Horseman.
Depression is like a poison, slowly but surely weakening you. It makes each day harder than the last. So the past feels so much better than the present.
Not comment OP, but I assume its similar to mine. People will approach you to give you flyers of their buisness, free samples, or otherwise smooth talk you to enter their shop/stand.